I haven’t written anything for a few weeks. Maybe I jumped in too soon with turning the page!
I need to write
I want to write.
It’s super important to me.
The minute I stare at the screen, my mind seems to empty out the information that felt important for me to share.
It’s surely playing games with me!
I read through other blogs and remind myself of the inconsistency that I offer. Once again, the lack of motivation I feel, to do the very thing that I love, is zilch…
Is that even a word?
There is still a great deal of conflict within me that easily sabotages my moving forward and it feels like I’m dragging my-self through the darkest of forests without a torch.
My – Self
I wonder why I didn’t take a torch?
Maybe it’s just easier to stay in the forest (right now) than move forward towards something much lighter?
I’m repeating more of the same patterns over and over again.
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