Life throws us many curve balls and although the tears still flow momentarily, I feel incredibly peaceful.
For that I am grateful.
In a seemingly overwhelming situation, I am positioned in the middle and need to navigate and direct my family network with trusting the process and allowing, rather than resisting.
Over the last few days and having an intense internal dialogue, I am reminded of the sheer depth of possibilities that can happen when you ask for something that you so desperately need.
Like asking to be relieved of terrible physical and emotional pain.
The pain that you have endured for so long.
Ask and you shall receive.
I feel like I have come full circle and it’s quite profound!
I prayed a very long time ago and what a powerful prayer that was.
My prayer was answered.
Now I shall pray to lessen the fear of what lies ahead because fear is all consuming.
Pain, has been the message, a loud and powerful message.
The message was ignored and the pain got worse.
Pain is an indicator of something that needs to be addressed and to the extent you don’t pay attention, you pay with pain so never ignore pain, emotional or physical-it’s trying to tell you something important.
We can not escape what is mean’t for us on this journey called life and I believe that wherever you are right now, you are exactly where you are mean’t to be.
So take this precious moment, whatever the challenge may be and embrace it with the love and compassion that it deserves and hold on tight to the knowledge that you will make it through, whatever that means for you.
We too will make it through, whatever that means for us.
There is another side to it all, somewhere out there, somewhere different, some place beautiful, something new.
There is always a way through and it may not look like what you hoped it would be and know that there is something greater waiting for you.
You just can’t see it yet.
Allow it to unfold with grace.
I send love from my heart to yours.
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